this whole week of exams is going to be over soon.
and my fate lies with the paper on friday.
PHYSICS. a subject that i damn hope to pass but forever will not.
but i have to rely on it now.
fail and i will most probably retain.
because my chem was screwed up ytd.
wth...
sometimes, i really thought if i am suited for JC.
i am not a person who can mug for 5 hours non-stop.
in retrospect, i have not really studied a subject seriously in my life.
as in you prepared for it a month or months before the exam.
i have not done so, but i survived.
but now, i have this sinking feeling in JC.
it's such the big step that i feel like i almost can't reach it.
my friend was discussing about something which i feel realistic.
he said "in sec 1 you take abt 10 subjects with home ed and d&t, it was rather easy
sec 3 abt 7 without the 2 above, and it more difficult.
JC u take 4 main subject, but it's way harder.
in Uni you take one subject, and you can die on it."
haha..
i really have to consider my future.
JC or not. i just want to be happy.
haha. just wait and see.
after my last paper and when i get back my results.
i will then decide the road to take.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
promos ending
Thursday, September 20, 2007
promos impending
tml is the start of the battle.
PROMOS impending.
my future lies here.
i got to pass!
and i have confident that i will.
yeah. haha.
anyway, pretty much wasted today because of NPCC.
i find that i have dedicated alot of time into it.
actually, i am not very sure if it is all worth it.
i might just end up regretting spending so much time onto NPCC.
but.... everything you go through is an experience.
at least when people ask you about your life,
it's not just a piece of plain white paper where you just pass time by mugging.
it should contain patches of fond memories here and there.
sometimes, people call me to put less emphasise on this CCA.
but i just feel like it's a responsibility for me.
i chose to be a CI and i have to fulfil my duties- willingly or unwillingly.
most of the time, i find joy in doing my job.
training the cadets and making them learn something makes myself happy too.
it's great to see everyone happy,
and i hope i have done my role of making people happy.
alot of things, its about trying.
in NPCC, you try to do your best in all the duties you have.
even in studies too, you try your best to do well.
outshine others, and be the best that you can be.
most of the time, you find out that there is always a person better than you are.
but everyone is good at something, so be patient,
you will find that you have somtime that he or she does not have.
people might tower over you in your studies.
but you might be better than them in sports.
if they are better than you in both. then too bad. haha.. just kidding...
if they really win you in both then you will need to find somthing else to win him..
personalities maybe? or strength of character?
don't be pessimistic, you are great if you think you are!
anyway, this is quite random.
haha..hope people reading this will try to find their strengths in themselves.
do not believe that you cannot do something without even trying.
even if you try and failed, it's an experience.
i know it's cliche but it's true.
trust yourself, trust the people around you.
good luck eveyone in your exams!
or happy holidays for the poly people..
bye!
Monday, September 17, 2007
promos impending.
hihi. 4 more days to PROMOS !!!
study study study.
no matter what, i have to clear it.
haha.
one sad thing i experienced in JC.
i find that the people here are kind of selfish.
why so? it's because it's so unlike in secondary school.
in the past, when you have a problem, friends are more than willing to help you out.
now, perhaps because of competition, people tend to steer away from helping one another.
it has not happened to me once but several times.
i had a question and i need to check someone's script,
so i asked around for it, some said they didn't bring and some said they didn't finished.
it's just one question. come on.
and i just saw them did it the other day.
so why can't they just help me out?
i don't blame them but just felt dissappointed.
ain't friends supposed to help you through your tough times?
hai.
but fortunately, there are always exceptions.
kind people are still present.
so the world is not becoming a bad place to live in afterall.
let's hope everyone do well for promos and other exams.
even if you do very well, it's not good to laugh at people.
remember that.
think about other's feelings.
study study study.
no matter what, i have to clear it.
haha.
one sad thing i experienced in JC.
i find that the people here are kind of selfish.
why so? it's because it's so unlike in secondary school.
in the past, when you have a problem, friends are more than willing to help you out.
now, perhaps because of competition, people tend to steer away from helping one another.
it has not happened to me once but several times.
i had a question and i need to check someone's script,
so i asked around for it, some said they didn't bring and some said they didn't finished.
it's just one question. come on.
and i just saw them did it the other day.
so why can't they just help me out?
i don't blame them but just felt dissappointed.
ain't friends supposed to help you through your tough times?
hai.
but fortunately, there are always exceptions.
kind people are still present.
so the world is not becoming a bad place to live in afterall.
let's hope everyone do well for promos and other exams.
even if you do very well, it's not good to laugh at people.
remember that.
think about other's feelings.
Monday, September 10, 2007
monday blues
today's chemistry test was crap.
all the studying seem to be so fruitless.
can only hope i pass.
all the best.
haha.. anyway, next week is the exams.
and i think is am screwed.
help me! haha...
~~drowning~~
GOOD LUCK !!!
all the studying seem to be so fruitless.
can only hope i pass.
all the best.
haha.. anyway, next week is the exams.
and i think is am screwed.
help me! haha...
~~drowning~~
GOOD LUCK !!!
Friday, September 07, 2007
study
have a sudden urge to blog..
but really don't know what to blog about...
currently studying.. but find out that i have alot of things that i am not sure about...
sometimes, i thought about "what if i fail? what if i retain?"
these thoughts had come so frequently nowadays..
seriously, i wouldn't know what to do if i retain...
perhaps another year for me to buck up?
haha.. i know is shouldn't be so pessimistic..
always look on the bright side of life.. that's what people always say...
so i shall work hard from now on.. what come from it is what i deserved..
aiya.. really don't have much to blog about.. haha..
i wanna buy a bag.. but currently have some cashflow problems..
so it shall happen in some future date... hahha.. so random..
ok.. just work hard everybody...
no matter what happens, you will get there! =)
but really don't know what to blog about...
currently studying.. but find out that i have alot of things that i am not sure about...
sometimes, i thought about "what if i fail? what if i retain?"
these thoughts had come so frequently nowadays..
seriously, i wouldn't know what to do if i retain...
perhaps another year for me to buck up?
haha.. i know is shouldn't be so pessimistic..
always look on the bright side of life.. that's what people always say...
so i shall work hard from now on.. what come from it is what i deserved..
aiya.. really don't have much to blog about.. haha..
i wanna buy a bag.. but currently have some cashflow problems..
so it shall happen in some future date... hahha.. so random..
ok.. just work hard everybody...
no matter what happens, you will get there! =)