this whole week of exams is going to be over soon.
and my fate lies with the paper on friday.
PHYSICS. a subject that i damn hope to pass but forever will not.
but i have to rely on it now.
fail and i will most probably retain.
because my chem was screwed up ytd.
wth...
sometimes, i really thought if i am suited for JC.
i am not a person who can mug for 5 hours non-stop.
in retrospect, i have not really studied a subject seriously in my life.
as in you prepared for it a month or months before the exam.
i have not done so, but i survived.
but now, i have this sinking feeling in JC.
it's such the big step that i feel like i almost can't reach it.
my friend was discussing about something which i feel realistic.
he said "in sec 1 you take abt 10 subjects with home ed and d&t, it was rather easy
sec 3 abt 7 without the 2 above, and it more difficult.
JC u take 4 main subject, but it's way harder.
in Uni you take one subject, and you can die on it."
haha..
i really have to consider my future.
JC or not. i just want to be happy.
haha. just wait and see.
after my last paper and when i get back my results.
i will then decide the road to take.