tml is the start of the battle.
PROMOS impending.
my future lies here.
i got to pass!
and i have confident that i will.
yeah. haha.
anyway, pretty much wasted today because of NPCC.
i find that i have dedicated alot of time into it.
actually, i am not very sure if it is all worth it.
i might just end up regretting spending so much time onto NPCC.
but.... everything you go through is an experience.
at least when people ask you about your life,
it's not just a piece of plain white paper where you just pass time by mugging.
it should contain patches of fond memories here and there.
sometimes, people call me to put less emphasise on this CCA.
but i just feel like it's a responsibility for me.
i chose to be a CI and i have to fulfil my duties- willingly or unwillingly.
most of the time, i find joy in doing my job.
training the cadets and making them learn something makes myself happy too.
it's great to see everyone happy,
and i hope i have done my role of making people happy.
alot of things, its about trying.
in NPCC, you try to do your best in all the duties you have.
even in studies too, you try your best to do well.
outshine others, and be the best that you can be.
most of the time, you find out that there is always a person better than you are.
but everyone is good at something, so be patient,
you will find that you have somtime that he or she does not have.
people might tower over you in your studies.
but you might be better than them in sports.
if they are better than you in both. then too bad. haha.. just kidding...
if they really win you in both then you will need to find somthing else to win him..
personalities maybe? or strength of character?
don't be pessimistic, you are great if you think you are!
anyway, this is quite random.
haha..hope people reading this will try to find their strengths in themselves.
do not believe that you cannot do something without even trying.
even if you try and failed, it's an experience.
i know it's cliche but it's true.
trust yourself, trust the people around you.
good luck eveyone in your exams!
or happy holidays for the poly people..
bye!