long long long time never blog..
kind of tired of blogging already since you can't really speak out your mind here..
but i will just continue to blog when i have the time...
and today is promotion day...
and many were promoted because of some moderation..
my class only 2 had to reconsider their choices..
i am quite happy about it becos we will all be tgt again next year..
no disband, no new friends...
not that i dun wan new friends but i would rather have the current ones that new ones..
haha... and an amazing thing is i never fail a single subject...
all pass.. yeah... haha...
but i think i can improve...
oh no.. is i must improve...
haha.. next year A'levels lo..
it will be much tougher than this year...
i have already struggled so much this year...
hai.. don't know how i will handle next year..
jus hope that some idea will stuck me to work harder..
if i continue at this rate.. i might just forgo A'levels...
haha..
sad thing is some of my friends are leaving PJC..
hai.. they go then i will have less friends around..
less friends means less interaction, and i will be more anti-social..
haha.. because ever since i brought the bike..
i cycle home everyday so already not much interaction with friends...
then now.. even worse...
sometimes.. i jus hope to go to NS soon..
cos i can just chuck studies aside and try something new..
but that is jus a thought.. i know studying days are the most memorable..
i gonna start treasuring these days..
soon i will miss them.. haha...
jus a little bit more about the holidays...
the holiday so far is quite boring..
i have been playing stupid games all along...
on one side of my mind still thinking abt school work..
hope these boring days will be over soon..
december will be much better with overseas trip, ogl stuff and metro sif..
they help me pass my time more fruitfully instead of jus sitting in front of the com...
another are i might want to devote more time in might be NPCC...
i will be passing out next year.. don't know if i will be back..
but i wanna give my best for the unit.. i wan gold for UOPA..
recently, i heard quite alot abt the unit stuff...
the cadets, the development, attitudes and such..
kind of dissapointed.. why do ppl choose NP as a CCA and give a couln't care less attitude??
don't like this kind of ppl..
rmb during my time.. the 7 of us were enthu towards NP...
not all of us i know.. but we motivated each other to come for training,.
we wanna do everything...
now... nobody wants to do anything...
no initiative n teamwork... wonder what they will learn from their 4-5 years in NP...
if u wanna come for training then show that u wanna lear..
if not.. get lost... i don't mind having one pest less..
sometimes.. i am just sick of being a CI...
cos there is nothing much i can do to some situations...
i would rather be a cadet n follow instructions..
nowadays, some ppl are jus unmotivated, unambitious..
have no motive in their life.. and i am sick of seeing these ppl...
ok.. i think i talk alot already...
just some random ranting...
i know tomorrow till be a better day.. haha...
we must always look on the bright side of life..
never lose faith...
haha.. ok.. gtg.. take care ppl!