chenghan: no..... cannot flood..wan to flood oso mus flood with good things..haha
lene : u r welcome.. sorry its juz a greeting no presents...so sorry..
shanthini: haha..did he? congrats to him then..haha...anw u dun be too sad with ur results k?
i noe u can do better!
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ytd was the release of o'levels mother tongue results..
basically..there are 3 groups of people..
1st grp = those who are super-happy about the grades that they have gotten..
2nd grp = those who are satisfied with the results with no added emotion..
3rd grp = those who will damn sad about their results.. that tears started threading their faces..
for me. i belong to the 2nd grp..
so i got an A2(merit for paper3)
i wasnt sad but but instead i was disappointed
i knew i could have done better.
i was aiming for an A1 but A2 was ok
if i would have done the orals a bit better then i would have got a A1(distinction)
i knew my orals screwed me up..

but its over..
no point crying over spilled milk..
o'lvls is like this..
sometimes u just need a sprinkle of luck to advance a grade..
n this time it juz didnt happen for me..
but i m not sad..
becos i believed if something unlucky happens to u..
some even more lucky will happen to u..
so i guess i will not re-take the exams..
cos i dun believe i will do any better..
its all in the orals..
i did my best for the papers but only the orals..
orals is the key for me n i didnt do well enough in it..
so no point doin the papers again when i noe that i had did my best already..
so.. no re-takes for me..
i juz got to move on..

after the chinese, my targets have changed:
now it is..