`jiali, carina n WINNIE : thanks for the congrats.. =)
annoynomous : although i dunno hu r u but thanks..
nicole: haha..ya..the commentator is so dunno how to say..haha..ya..n it was a fun day..
chenghan: ok very good..haha...
liang zheng: sure..i will link u...
shanthini : u r welcome.. we will all do well for O's..haha..yeah!!
Ryan: since when u call ryan ar? haha..annyways thanks for taggin..
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its 8.20 am now..
n i have physics prelims prac at 12 later..
so y m i up so early?
dunno...that u have to ask my dad..
he woke me up at 5.30 am tinkin that i got classes..
haiz..but have to blame myself for not telling him in advance that i have no lessons..
so i have nothing to do as i cannot sleep..
so i m here to blog...
haha..
this few days have been packed..
n i m tired..haha..
alot of bad things but little of good things..
so shall not mention the bad things..
n the good things are too little to be mentiioned..
haha..crap...

anyway...mock-prelims r comin..
followed by prelims..then o'levels..
wow...so fast...
haha...but i m motivated to study..
i want <12 for prelims..haha..
quite hard but i will try..
then 8 pts for O's
haha..n see my face on the powerpoint slides..
haha..*imagining*

ya..n also suddenly i realised something abt my sch life..
whenever there is grouping..i will definitely suffer...
haha..just some facts..

1) after PSLE..i went to Kranji Sec..
which have like only 3 ex-NHPS out of a thousand ppl..
the % is 4/1000 X 100= 0.4%..
haha..but at least better than 0% la..
2)after Sec 2 streaming..i went to 3D..
which is a GREAT class now but..
because i "hao bu rong yi"(very difficult) then make a grp of good friends..
then now have to separate..
got some in 4B in 4C n 4D..
but none in 4D..n the only other guy frm 2E was kannan..
so is 2/45 X 100 = 4%..
3) chinese class band..
i thought our chi was abt the same
so maybe can meet up in chi band..
but in the end..only juncong was in band 2 with me..
moreover..he switched to band 1 in sec 4..
again i was alone in the chi band...
sad la..haha...
still got many la..like OBS grp..NPCC camp grp..
all no friends accompany one..haha...

BUT....
tinkin on the positive side..
it was actually good..
although thr was only 3ex-NHPS..
2 of them was in the same class as me now..
although i was in a diff class as my other friends..
it meant that i knew more friends.. a more grps of friends..
can socialise...haha..
although i was always the solo one..
i knew how to be independent...
dun always depend on others...
depend on urself...
haha..so it was not that bad actually...

haha..this is just a casual post...
i m just reflecting as i waste my time..haha...

today..i went to the sing indoor stadium to watch live bball action..
i tink is frm 11am-8pm..
got 4 match..
n i tink we watched almost all of them..
haha..got to see singapore all-star..
got michael wong...eric's idol..
he's cool...but a little short against the aussies..
in the end singapore lost..
thats sad..
anyway..got many NBA players to watch
got Darko Milicic -Orlando Magic(Serbia)
Rasho Nesterovic -Toronto Raptors(slovenia)
Carlos Delfino - Detroit Pistons(argentina)
n last but not least..
the crowd favourite, Manu Ginobilli - S.A Spurs(argentina)
still got quite a lot but lazy to list..
haha..then there on strange thing..
check out this player..


his name is Juan Carlos Navarro..
haha..noe his name that well..
cos he look familiar..
he plays for a club called FC Barcelona..
ya..it is FC Barcelona..
issit that a football team?..
ya..that what i tot of too..
n i rmb seeing his name in some fixture of barca's games..
so is he a bball player or football player?
i m confused..
haha..n he shoots pretty good '3' as well..
thats what amazes me n made me rmb to blog him..haha...
so i was on the net juz now n i went to FC Barcelona official football site..
n i looked at the players...
indeed i found his name..
but strangely..
he wears a bball jersey n the profile writes all about his bball life..
its weird as the site i went is a football site
n they wrote about bball??
is he a bball player or soccer player??
how strange is that..

so my conclusion..
he is a pretty good "ball" player..
he plays good "ball"
n all kinds of "balls" too
no connotations here.. so dun think dirty..haha..

maybe i should be like him..
excel in both the games..
haha..how i wish i could!!
today i saw the players dunk..
n i was like "wow"..how i wish i could dunk it one day too..
but think again..fat hope..no chance..
haha...stop dreaming..

haha..k.. bball had suddenly turned so interesting again!!
i wanna DUNK!!!

chenghan: no..... cannot flood..wan to flood oso mus flood with good things..haha
lene : u r welcome.. sorry its juz a greeting no presents...so sorry..
shanthini: haha..did he? congrats to him then..haha...anw u dun be too sad with ur results k?
i noe u can do better!
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ytd was the release of o'levels mother tongue results..
basically..there are 3 groups of people..
1st grp = those who are super-happy about the grades that they have gotten..
2nd grp = those who are satisfied with the results with no added emotion..
3rd grp = those who will damn sad about their results.. that tears started threading their faces..
for me. i belong to the 2nd grp..
so i got an A2(merit for paper3)
i wasnt sad but but instead i was disappointed
i knew i could have done better.
i was aiming for an A1 but A2 was ok
if i would have done the orals a bit better then i would have got a A1(distinction)
i knew my orals screwed me up..

but its over..
no point crying over spilled milk..
o'lvls is like this..
sometimes u just need a sprinkle of luck to advance a grade..
n this time it juz didnt happen for me..
but i m not sad..
becos i believed if something unlucky happens to u..
some even more lucky will happen to u..
so i guess i will not re-take the exams..
cos i dun believe i will do any better..
its all in the orals..
i did my best for the papers but only the orals..
orals is the key for me n i didnt do well enough in it..
so no point doin the papers again when i noe that i had did my best already..
so.. no re-takes for me..
i juz got to move on..

after the chinese, my targets have changed:
now it is..

`jiali: haha.. u r NCO le..rmb to step up to the occasion..everytink oso do..dun back off..haha..
jiali:chenghan, chenghan:jiali : hello!! this is not ur personal chattin board hor.. pls chat in msn..hahaha..
carina: u take care too classmate..muz keep on smiling! gd luck for ur chi results tml..
shanthini: he was here..whr?? haha..
qiaowei: haha...thanks!! all the best to u too..gd luck for ur chi results tml..
nicole: muz rmb hor..nv give i will haunt u de..haha..thats when i die.. anw.. HAPPY BDAY again..n sorry for a late present.. n gd luck for ur chi results tml..haha..
CIN(junior): haha..i will link u too..dun worry!! n continue to strive in NP k?haha..u can do it!!
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i am here to write another post..
a long time since i last wrote..
anyway i want to say happy birthday to a few people first.

4 aug- HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNXIAN & HONGSIAH !!
8 aug- HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE NEDDELY & YIJIE !!
9 aug- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!
10 aug-HAPPY BIRTHDAY JALENE !!
haha..so many people right..
i wish all of u happy birthday..
with or without presents.. i hope my concern have been felt..
haha.. n thanks junxian for the bbq...it was fun!!
i enjoyed myself..

-a story-
8 aug was the official day i step down as a NPCC cadet..
from now on.. i no longer have any authority to alter any of the NP stuff..
haha...anyway..life in NP was one worth rejoicing..
it was tough.. both physically n mentally..
been thru camps that was so strenous that it will leave u slpin for 15hrs..
thats ATC.. i understood determination..
been thru the scoldings n harsh punishments from sirs that leaves u dreading..
thats the NCO camp.. i understood perserverance..
been thru the stress n mental turmoil..
thats the planning of camps n activities.. i understood cooperation..
been thru the sadness n the feeling of giving up..
thats the posting of hierachy n the selection for parade commander.. i understood that there's always another path to take
been thru the joy n happiness..
thats the compliments and recognitions when u passed out.. i understood what u do i worth doing if u do it to ur best..
as u see..its a journey, isnt it?
haha...4 yrs of walking this journey..
finally it came to an end..
should i be happy or sad? perhaps both..

i tink of becoming a sir myself..
but i tink again..
what have i got to offer?
perhaps very little..
so i will tink again n again until the path has straighten
n it allowed me to walk on...
until that day..
my thoughts will still be the same..
*what have i got to offer?*

ok..anyway NDP'06 had marked the end of my NPCC life..
n this year's NDP was super nice. cos i get to march out first..
haha..all the training n only an hour to show it off..
so i did my best and it will be kept in my heart..
"my last parade"..

enough of np stuff..haha..
so sorry if u find the things bored..
but these are the memories to rmb..
those who have been thru it with me will definitely have the same feeling as i do..
so... appreciate ok?haha...

last but not least..
campcraft team'06 rox!!!
haha...the best team ever formed in Kranji NPCC..
kept n buried in my heart..haha..

kk...gtg le...byebye...