wohoo..
i finally managed to change the skin..
haha...a bit simple but anw simplicity is my style...haha..
so is it nice?? i guess it is...haha...
erm ya...i guess i m pretty stressed up with studies now..
i always have the feeling that i m not able to catch up with the others..
n i always dun understand the lesson nowadays...how??
i m now oso lacking in confidence to solve difficult probs...
i always use the method of escaptism...avoid n let it b...
i noe its not gonna work but....no choice...
n now i m also confused on wat to study n whr to...
initially i wanted jc then go poly for an A'lvl course..
but then now i tink...i still got NS...
if i go the A'lvl course then wun it b a waste of time??
so i m tinkin of goin poly straight...
but i dunno wat to study...i seriously dun...
no course seems to tickle my interest any bit...
so i tink down to only jc...
but which one?? wat subjects??
aiya...all these r bother me too much...
i tink i haf to free my minds frm them for a while...
hai...i really have a prob in making decisions...
i duno wat is best for me...i m so dependant....
i rely on others for solutions...tts me...
i tink i gonna change..if i wan to mould a better me...
it have got to come soon...
i will try n hopefully strive...
towards a better ME !!!!
another tink i wan say is school SUX!!
haha...i hope o'lvl faster come..n i can get over n done with it...
i hate the long hours in sch..IP coaching...n doing sch work...
i wan lifes similar to sec1,2...
haha...now i treasure the past so much..
i play everyday after sch... with or without fren...
i relax...hw is nt a burden to me then...i do them with ease...
now...it is so tiring...almost too little air to breath..suffocating..
everyday is so packed..no social life...
boring boring...
so i strongly hope exams will come soon...
but i also strongly hope that i m prepared for it...
a bit contradicting...but nvm...
it juz means i wan o'lvl to come faster n i wan to get gd grades...
n for it...i shall study hard...
mugging for my future!!