ned : i tink so..haha..subjected to changes though...
nicole : haha..ok..i believe u...although abit dumb..haha..sorry..no offence..
jiali : cheer up gal...days will only get better...no one affects anything excepy urself..
WINNIE : ok..haha...so how is sch?? shld b gd rite?? haha..
secret : i agree with wat u say...but may i noe how r u?
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5 more days to exams...
haha..i treat this exam as a practise run...
a run to prepare for the finals(o'lvls)...
got to do well to prove that i m a runner--a gd runner...
the final is close..n nevertheless..i m workin hard...
perhaps my definition of "hard" is different frm others...
but definitely it contains the same connotation...

everywhr i c...
ppl r studyin hard...
but always thr r some hu dun...
haha...i dunno y they dun study...
do they really wan to fail?
i doubt so...
perhaps they nid motivation...
but now..its all abt self-motivation...
thr will not b ppl to push u..
but only u to push urself..
so self-dicipline is key...
a key towards success...
i believe everyone is as capable...
but it is whether u wan to work to ur fullest capability...
so work hard... even if u fail..u haf got nth to regret...

haha..y m i typin tis??
dunno...i haf no idea..
some sudden thoughts..
so might as well rite it down...
perhaps someday i will nid them..
but definitely not now...

shanthini : hey..hihi..haha...erm ya...keep smiling =)
carina* : link-ed...haha..sorry for being so late..
WINNIE : ur mid yr also comin rite? gd luck to u too!!
nicole : lol...r u sure? u kiddin only rite...dun scared me..haha..anw... TAKE CARE LOTS...k??
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hohoho...
i so long nv blog liao..
i promised to touch the com only sparingly...
n i did..
but unfortunately..
the time saved was used to slack..
haha..watch tv...go out...
then end up little time to study..haha..
erm...ya...ytd went michael house..
his bday!! haha..it was fun..
thx michael for makin such a great party...
finally i get to play along with my klsmates...
haha..dunno how to say la...
but it was just cool...
haha..ya..n i tink is abt 10 more days to exams..
n i gonna work hard..i promised..
strive towards AJ...haha...
lalala..i m gonnna make it thr...
k la...i slpy le..have to go finish hw first...
bb ppl...

kahkian : thx for offering help..appreciated it...i will need u soon..haha..
shanthini : haha..ok..i shall not stress myself too much...muz b like u rite!! haha...
jalene : hey..surprise to c u at my blog..ya..i believe things will get better oso...gd luck to u too!
ned : haha..i get wat u mean...but i decided le la.. let nature take its course..haha...
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me back to blog...
haha...life is getting hectic...
but i m beginning to learn to like it..
haha...i would rather stay in sch to have ip...
than to stay at home to slack now...
haha...me more hardworking le wor...
all the smart ppl watch out ar...
cos i m coming...haha...
juz kiddin la... i noe i wun b tt gd...
but i noe i can b better than before...

actually...believing in urself is sth very impt..
i feel that when u do so...u have so much more confidence...
more courageous to do things..
n have more perspective to things...
some things r deem to b tt way...
but if u r confident enough to discover...
u will c alot more...
haha...tts wat i tink...

ok...i shall end here...
shall go continue with my hardworking day...

wohoo..
i finally managed to change the skin..
haha...a bit simple but anw simplicity is my style...haha..
so is it nice?? i guess it is...haha...

erm ya...i guess i m pretty stressed up with studies now..
i always have the feeling that i m not able to catch up with the others..
n i always dun understand the lesson nowadays...how??
i m now oso lacking in confidence to solve difficult probs...
i always use the method of escaptism...avoid n let it b...
i noe its not gonna work but....no choice...
n now i m also confused on wat to study n whr to...
initially i wanted jc then go poly for an A'lvl course..
but then now i tink...i still got NS...
if i go the A'lvl course then wun it b a waste of time??
so i m tinkin of goin poly straight...
but i dunno wat to study...i seriously dun...
no course seems to tickle my interest any bit...
so i tink down to only jc...
but which one?? wat subjects??
aiya...all these r bother me too much...
i tink i haf to free my minds frm them for a while...
hai...i really have a prob in making decisions...
i duno wat is best for me...i m so dependant....
i rely on others for solutions...tts me...
i tink i gonna change..if i wan to mould a better me...
it have got to come soon...
i will try n hopefully strive...
towards a better ME !!!!

another tink i wan say is school SUX!!
haha...i hope o'lvl faster come..n i can get over n done with it...
i hate the long hours in sch..IP coaching...n doing sch work...
i wan lifes similar to sec1,2...
haha...now i treasure the past so much..
i play everyday after sch... with or without fren...
i relax...hw is nt a burden to me then...i do them with ease...
now...it is so tiring...almost too little air to breath..suffocating..
everyday is so packed..no social life...
boring boring...
so i strongly hope exams will come soon...
but i also strongly hope that i m prepared for it...
a bit contradicting...but nvm...
it juz means i wan o'lvl to come faster n i wan to get gd grades...
n for it...i shall study hard...
mugging for my future!!

lalala....
today was kranji idol...
wohoo..haha...
our kls rocks....
hope they will rock on forever...
haha...crap entry....